Sunday, January 1, 2012

And It's a New Year: 2012

The Year 2012 has officially started. Bittersweet.  I can't believe I made it into this year after losing my Rosie IV.  I really can't.  I made it but it was rough.

I am ready for the idea of a new year.  I had several life changing events in 2011 and ready to see what 2012 has to bring to me, my family and friends.  I've already made a few changes.  I joined church and got a tattoo.  Kinda hypocritical... I know.  But it is in honor of my baby.

Merry New Year with a heavy sigh.


  1. Hi B, I'm coming over from my blog actually. You left a comment on my give away. I just wanted to say that I am so very sorry for your loss. And as you said in one of your posts "you feel like you are on a roller coaster" that is just what this journey is. A roller coaster except on this one you don't see the dips before they come. They just kinda sneak up on you. Loss is not easy at all especially the loss of your child. So don't rush yourself or let anybody make you feel as if you should be over it all ready. Take your time, feel, cry grieve and no matter how hard it may seem, hold to God. He will most certainly bring you through. Know that I am here if you ever just want to vent. And I'd still like to send you a book ;O) Hugs to you and wishing you all the best.

  2. So very sorry for your loss. I am definitely praying for you and wishing you peace in 2012.